Archive for February, 2009

progress in spiral

Sunday, February 22nd, 2009

every now and then we come to a situation when, we have to stop and rethink some parts of our life, some situations, some moments, some feelings. and we’re starting to do that. realizing soon that, this is slightly strange because it seems the solution was found already, but we are reproducing the whole process again. by relying on practical experience, we think that we been there, done that. so why doing it again? isn’t it the same?
even if the situation looks the same at the moment, we soon start to understand that something is changed… and it’s not the situation itself, but it is us as a part of it.
naturally we are dynamic in our emotional and intellectual life and we are changing, modifying with this some variables of the equation. as a result, every similar situation that we think we are in, is not that similar and we have to revalidate it by solving it again.

nici macar un titlu

Monday, February 16th, 2009

dragi prieteni, amici, cunoscuti, pasatori sau in ce categorie va mai simtiti…
un fel de scuza de rigoare se vrea sa fie asta, dat fiind faptul ca dinamica oscilarii emotionalitatii este cum este, o sa incerc sa va rog sa nu judecati prea aspru. desi denaturarea voastra, poate, nu e cea mai buna alegerea de a mea, de a o face/cere.
oricum procesul e activ…
initial am vrut sa va zic la ce sa va asteptati ca sa nu cumva sa va schimbati parerea, atitudienea, sentimentele fata de mine, dar in realitatea e o subestimare sau adevar. asteptarea mea e o surpriza, va fi, prin rezultat. cu alte cuvinte sau mai bine fara ele, puteti sa nu mai cititi in cazu in care sunt cuvinte, pentru ca, eu stiu ca, e inutil sau doar o spun, dar crezul mi-e altul.
oricum, acum, ca e facut ce e facut si spus ce e zis, o sa inchei – nicicum.

insensatez from ryuichi sakamoto

Monday, February 2nd, 2009